voices in the night...

I dreamt of You last night..I dreamt I were
out on gor…a risky place…captures, fighting, hissing, screams everywhere…every day…the gorean tide…the raids rolling in …men grabbing their girls for the night…shouting and fighting …and suddenly…YOU were there…You ve seen me and I cringed in Your brightness…in Your appearance…in Your proud self assured way…truth and honesty…so natural…so self assured...so Dominant...I can t stand on my feet anymore…defenseless...

spellbound...see it coming...the battling noises only a background hiss of the surf of the sea...

and I stare...like the rabbit looks at the tiger…approaching me...SO much fear!...fear fear fear...I see it coming!...

like a rolling giant thundering wave, foam sizzling on its sky- high crest, dark and elegant…so strong…so forceful, so sure of its course…so uncaring in its care...whirling me around...grabbing me, making me obey, commanding…and I struggle to come up, to breathe to resist!!...still hissing!..the resistance weakening…pleading…

PLEASE DON T DROWN ME! PLEASE
LET ME BREATHE

until subspace lurks and an inner calmness washes over me…where is up?…where is down?...flooooaaating…dreaming…I let go...I let it happen…am I falling?…it hurts not...oh no, not at all...relax in your fear...

tears welling up in my eyes...relax...

its only fear...let it happen…my blood rushing into my lower belly…arching my throat...vulnerable…”aye, I will…aye, I submit…aye, whatever You wish”…its done

for no reason I am proud...its done...

to me…I m innocent…a world shrinking to the length of my chain…my awareness ending where the length of my chain ends..its all I ever knew…found my dedication…where am I?...little me in wonderland…so naturally kneeling...did I ever stand?....sooo welcome…so pleasant…so right to do…wear loving silks and kneel, spread my knees..I m not ashamed...its done to me...my legs are open…enter me, make me scream, skewer me, I live for you! and hold TIGHT...wet my lips…breathe…open for love…easy access, open to be taken…and offering my FIRE, my URGE, my NEED, my sweetness and romantic

dances…little daisy on the sunny meadow…sensual serves, hot kisses at night and my writhing moaning body in the furs…my very self, hidden me but always there…ready to take over…lost to the world…found myself… my heart beating up to my throat and the full depth of my submission opens up wide and far to the sun...to be pleasant, to entertain, to be loyal, to praise my Owner, look up in admiration and desire with tears of trust in my eyes and push all my devotion to make it a heaven…make it last…floating along with the current…

washed here and there…never caring…I m made to…emotion is my realm…



voices in the night…I m listening...